燕子の物语

Start of a New Year. Let me review my 2012. *smile*

1. Went Bangkok for shopping! Only one trip this year though.

2. Finally left my old company after saying I wanted to leave for a year. My longest working history so far, 4 long years.

hello people! haha.. bz bz week for me.. i finally got started with my new job! and i manage to get a couple of friends join in my tiny scrappy group ao we could share some items like punches, mist and stamps. haha.. with the good promotion in pcg and pm. my that tiny group of scrappy friends went crazy shopping.. of coz dat include mi. 

haha.. i guess i shall stoo buying for now.. but this is so addictive :x haha

Just when I thought finally my thesis is ending, my supervisor emailed me and say " you can submit to the school already." Overjoy! My thesis is approved! but I was worried that that the similarity is high (cannot over 35%) and then when I check yesterday, woohoo~ 25%! I am more than just safe.. *smiling away* Well, that is not all, I gotten a free concert ticket from my bestie~ Daivd Foster & friends! For those who don't know him, he is a very good composer. He wrote "I will always lov you", "Hard to say I'm sorry", "Glory of love" etc. Love him max! And best part, Kenneth Edmonds (Babyface who sing "End of the road") went down the stage while singing, kneel down before me and shake my hand~~ Did I mention I had a really good seat near the passageway and very near to the stage?  It's a good week! Am loving it~~

After slacking studying so hard for school and thesis, I finally gotten myself a job. No idea whether it is gonna be a good start or bad start (which hopefully not bad). But nonetheless, I finally had a desk-bound job, no longer need to have so much hands-on and production work. Or rather, finally out of manufacturing line. Can finally concentrate on my studies without thinkin of whether when can get an interview. And also... Job = Salary = Travel!

Good things do come together

- Last paper in Uni
- Thesis gonna finish
- New Job

學會快樂，即使難過，
也要微笑著面對

Suddenly dislike my life now. Been emo-ing for a while.

Don't like the hospital

Don't like the doctors

Don't like their management.

Just 3 letters - FML

seem like no choice but to put dad in st luke's. whole house in a demoralizing state. bascally is agruement over money issue. my 2nd bro was like kip sayin so ex wtc. i got piss off. and say i bear the whole cost. is out dad, why argue over it? actually each person share abit of cost, what's so difficult? why see money so important? bad mood. super bad mood. 

suddenly feel the burden. after dad 2nd hospitalization, seem like we gotta put him in day care. doc say best put in st. luke but mom don wan. day care need my hm and bring him back hm at nite so dad won be so bored and we can chat with him.

stroke is really demoralizing. not only his right side cant really move well, he cant speak very well too. seem.like he ia going to be discharge tmr, 1st necessary thing is the wheelchair. i shd really taken up that job offer even though i dont like it. at least a source of income. i feel so useless nw. maybe i shd listen to john o and go back to mp to work part time first even though i dread going back there.

it is a bad year, definitely. 

Scrappy is my hobby. And I always like scrappy whenever I am free. Thinking that dear Mrs Neo's birthday is coming, I decided to make a small simple card for her, and give her together with her favourite Hello Kitty

It was really simple as I only use one construction paper, some card stocks, one piece of masking paper and a frabic tape

Some card stocks that I recently bought and I juz had to pick up 3 of them for the card cum evelope

I'm an addict. An addict to scrapbooking. From my most simple piece to the most recent piece. I still feel there are a lot of improvements I can make. Although I did help a few friends with their scrapbooking, I still feel that I am not good enough. Wondering, should I go attend one of the scrapbook class and see what is it that I am lacking of..

 
The simplest I had done.

finally start to send resume. however, I guess I am very selective, only choosing those I like and I think can stay. Slowly taking my time to find the job I want. Having more time to do some scrapbooking as well. This kind of life ain't bad but then again, it is always good to work.

Have been enjoying my life now, went see-saw (a place where my mom refuse to let me go when I am young) to play, USS for rides, finding good dessert places and went for NDP preview (my first time!)

Bz... Bz... Bz...

Why is it that I already quit my job and I am still so busy? One literature paper and it is killing me.. To think I am concurrently doing my final report for my project.. With no result on hand yet, all I can do is research, research, research.. After reading countless medical website and articles (Just my literature paper I already reference at least 40 articles), I felt a need to change my specs le.. Constantly on the computer is terrible plus horrible.. Endure Joy Endure! Just a few months more and you will be free! Free from literature paper, project, report, exams and tests!!

Can I be a baby back? Where there are no worries..

Tis is the first week I am unemployed. After saying so long, I am finally out of the company, I suddenly feel lost.. I miss working, miss grumbling over how much work was being piled up, miss having "entertainment at work" with my staffs, and mostly, miss my wonderful colleagues in the lab.

Focusing totally in studies and report was an experience. It was something I never tried before, even back in poly days (was always half working, half studying). Kinda weird, kinda lost (yes, this word again, lost). Isn't this what I wanted in the first place when I decided to quit my job? I should learn how to enjoy being just a student and nothing more right? But working for so many donkey years, I realize I am really not cut out to be juz a student. I am a workaholic I guess. After this degree, I guess I will not go into M.Sc. A torture to study, and nice to work (income and fun!).

Busy busy month for me. To complete my abstract, my poster, my final report, and of co 2 super thick book of regulation to memorise during my last semester of degree. But well, it is nice to be able to just study and not working right (psycho-ing myself)

Joy! Aza Aza Fighting!

It has been a while since I last update my blog. Alot had been happening and I am still learning and at the same time, enjoying my new life.

People say I am brave, that I have the courage to leave my job, unempolyed, and take a 1 month break from work. I would say, if I did not take this step out, I will ever be able to push myself to get another job (a dream job, maybe). No  matter how, I will still miss my wonderful colleagues, who had been with me for the past 4 years. And some of them even stay by my side during my "down time". What more can I ask for? I can only say I am fortunate to have them with me. I wish I can have wonderful colleagues again in my new job.

A lot of thoughts. A lot of sad moments (I predict). However, I had a great time working with the people I liked in the company.

Loved my colleagues and I hope I can stay n touch with my "gang".

葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。- 藤井樹

一直很喜欢这句话。 虽然已经忘了是哪一本小说读到的， 但是， 这么多年了，这句话依旧常环绕在我脑海中。
所以， 就决定转载到这里。

倘若你愛上一個人，千萬別裝作無所謂毫不在乎...錯過了，就沒有了.... 愛情，玩不起心理戰的

~~樹~~

It had been an awfully busy months for me since the beginning of my project. With test and quiz cramp on the same week, I did no had enough time to find my healthy volunteers.. Terrible terrible. And I finally gathered them and submi to my supervisor, the very next day I was called for a meeting with him. The next moment I know, that start of my 1 month training begin.. With an interim report and abstract to be completed within the limited time range, I wonder if I will be able to accomplish them on time.. Horrible horrible..

Everything I thought about it, I asked myself, why did I choose this course and somemore is one with a final year project. But then when I think back. it is already my last year.. Close one eye and I will be graduate and all the reference material and jounals  can be dumped one side. That is my motivation now. 8 more months. Just 8 more months and I can say bye bye to my uni life~ Joy!! Ganbate!!! 

Last day of CNY and I officially declared sick.

Cough + Headache + Sore Throat + a risk of fever =  MC!

Oh well~~ If I had a lot of CNY goodies den I feel better falling sick. The problem is I didn't (Heart Pain!). If I know I will still get sick no matter I did eat those goodie anot, I might as well not toture myself. Haiz..

Anyway, This marks the end of my CNY and the start of my FYP. Both worried and excited at the same time.

Worried = I scare cannot meet up the supervisor expectation as I can be a bit "slow" at time

Happy Lunar Year! Before CNY started, I drew these on the oranges on my Kor's van.. lolz.. But still, a proper greeting should be done..

Haha.. Wish all of you good health, good luck and good career ahead in this Dragon year. ^^

For me, there are many first time for tis year.

My cny clothes is here!! Remember I say I bought a top from online? Well, it arrived 5 days after I order. Luckily I bought the right size. Now I know what size to get if I ever buy from the shop again.

But well, I got a small problem. How am I going to match the top with my existing bottom? To play safe, I try with my jeans and shorts first..

Nonetheless, the quality of the top is good and fit just nice. Hmm.. when shall I wear this? *smile*