I don't like New Year Day. Don't ask me why, I just don't like it.
Today is the end of 2009. 2009 had not been a good year for me. So what lie ahead of me now? I had no idea. I don't know what I want.. anymore..
I used to want to earn lot of money; buy a good flat to stay; work a job that I like etc etc. But now? Yes, I still wanna earn lot of money, but money not necessary mean good life. As in a enjoyable life. I am just contradicting myself again. Every often, I am lost. Lost in a world that I did not know of. Sometimes I even think, if life just end this way, is it better? Well, I have no answer. At least I know if life ended this way, people close to me will be sad. Argh~ Here I am, throwing all the sorrow! That is so NOT me!
2010? Will it be a good start? There is so much that I wanted to do. But will I fulfill them all? I have no idea. When will the day come where I enjoy my life, my job, my everything? I still have at least 2 more years to graduate.. Why is it that it seem so far away?
2010
* Be happier
* Stop thinking bad things and look at the brighter side
* To earn more A's in my studies
* To start thinking about the future
* Stop frowning
* At least go for a short getaway to relax
* Everything to go smoothly
* A 全家福
This is the last entry of the year. I hope my entries from 2010 start will be happier. ♥
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