Stressed.

Very Stressed.

It is kinda of funny that usually I am stress over studies, but this time round I am stressed over work.

Lots of thing piling up. Lot of documents to be done; validation on the way; products having problems.

QA is always hard to deal with, validation can't be done due to manpower, results and the rush of another product; products having problem but why is it always us troubleshooting it?

The upper thought that all can be easily done, with the dateline they gave us, without thinking that we have other things to do, for example production and other new products? They only know how to question and question; and expect answers and good answers. I just don't understand.

So busy; very busy. To the extent I am forgoing my break time and trying to complete whatever tasks that was given to me and my team. The upper only treat whatever done rightly for granted and when things go wrong, we suffered. The first department at fault that come to their mind is always us, which I think is quite "amusing". I had never heard that whatever goes wrong, no investigation was done before pin pointing the department. And when my department prove that we are not at wrong but other area, they will only, "Ohh.. Then give me the report of what you had done and the result." No appreciation is given.

Tired. Very tired of it. I am so tired of this issue, the unstoppable cycle. Sometimes I wondered, why am I still studying? If I am not studying, I think I can go ahead with my decision more firmly; rather that stuck here and doing extra tasks that are not inmy job scope. It is either I stuck here for another year till I graduate or I just go for a change of field. I don't even understand why I choose Science as my career path. 

I do not understand too, why is it the VP already say it is ok for my ex staff to come back to work as contract staff if he can commit for at least 2 months, and now after I liase with my ex staff, now he tell me, he is not comfortable with this idea and ask me to drop this idea. AT THIS VERY MOMENT WHEN I NEED PEOPLE. What is my department meant to him? He want to over worked us and yet want to produce so many products? Ironic; so ironic. He disable the D&D, the family day etc and nw expect us to work like cow? So ridiculous.

Stressed.

I am super stressed. I desperately need to destress. And when I take leave, immediate boss will start asking," Wah.. Take leave want to travel where?", and my manager will start asking," Why take leave? Still got things need to do."

Life, why is it so difficult? 

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