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suddenly feel the burden. after dad 2nd hospitalization, seem like we gotta put him in day care. doc say best put in st. luke but mom don wan. day care need my hm and bring him back hm at nite so dad won be so bored and we can chat with him.

stroke is really demoralizing. not only his right side cant really move well, he cant speak very well too. seem.like he ia going to be discharge tmr, 1st necessary thing is the wheelchair. i shd really taken up that job offer even though i dont like it. at least a source of income. i feel so useless nw. maybe i shd listen to john o and go back to mp to work part time first even though i dread going back there.

it is a bad year, definitely.