燕子の物语

Sometimes, I think my dady is cute.

Sometimes, I think my dad is pathetic.

Sometimes, I think my dad is irritating.

Sometimes, I think my dad just wanted attention.

Sometimes, I wonder what my dad is thinking.

Sometimes, I feel I don't understand my daddy at all. He has been staying at hm for more than a year due to his leg. An operation early this year enable him to walk better. Maybe is because everyone is working, hardly have any time for him, that why it is as if he is seeking attention. But the way he seek it seem to irritate everyone of us. He can early in the morning, grumbling over small matter, which is hardly an issue; or he would suddenly quarrel with my mummy over the slightly matter, in which even I would get out of the room to take cover; or even saying peoples' bad words behind their back. My daddy is suddenly not like my daddy anymore.

The daddy I once know is someone who would joke with the whole family, bring the whole family (or at least me and my mom) for dinner, and telling us interesting stories. The daddy I now know is someone that most of us would like to prevent talking to, a person who grew old so much that I wonder, "Is that my daddy?" I do know old age sometimes will cause a person to be more naggy; more attention seeker. But most of us would prefer my daddy to be back to his old self. My oldest brother now try to minimze talking to my dad; my 2nd brother now hardly want to talk to him; my mummy would sometimes quarrel with him; and I would sometimes argue with him even if I don't want to. He is old, we all know that, but we would appreciate a lot with he will go back to his old self. Ironically, all of us know that is kinda impossible.

Dad & Mom just quarrel. Brothers ask me what happen. And my response is, "No idea, I just decide to take cover here rather than stay in my (also my mom's) room."

What's life?

Why must there be "birth, old, sick, death"?

Why must people grow old?

Why must people grow up?

Questions left unanswered....

*Mood: Kinda blue, kinda moody